I had a good laugh today....the vision in my head was actually ridiculous.....

There comes a time in ones life where you have to just stop allowing people to not only effect you but to effect you enough to alter your life. There are so many mean and vindictive people out there and these last 6 months has been the biggest eye opener for me in regards to both end of the spectrum. I know I carry no guilt or shame, maybe some ..well we all make mistakes and learn by them....SOME NEVER DO. SO I have moved on to a better place in my life having my best friend home and those girlfriends I can call up and just cry and they will listen....then come and get me for a drink THOSE are who I want in my life, NOT someone who continues to manipulate people for their own good to get a free pass. Tell one person one thing and turn around and tell the other person the same thing making sure everyone is on her side. I knew the game, I knew it was being played, I just wasn't fast enough ..ha All I gotta say baby is Karma, it may not come 10 folds, but bit by bit but you in your heart of hearts knows if your really truly a good person....and if you are...do you really expect something back?

I am not perfect and I am working on my faults daily because more than anything I want to have a successful marriage and career. I haven't work on my education just to sit around and waste away watching others do the same. I am grateful for this new door that has happened and Stepping in hasn't been a problem. Happy 20012 Everyone, it's going to be such a great YEar!!!